another great depression is here

Thursday night we attended a Home Owners Ascn meeting. they told us that our association is on the brink of declaring bankruptcy due to all the forclosures. cuz of the forclosures, home owners are not paying their asc dues. therefore they are about to go bankrupt. they let go just about all their staff and grounds keepers, and all the security as well. so we have no more night security. as a result, the crime in our complex is going out of control. i"m not sure if you all know this, but Hawaii has had a very bad drug problem. well, now that we got no security, poeple are drug dealing in broad day light. also at the lower half of our street (near the main road) have been dumping stolen cars and running a chop shop RIGHT THERE IN PLAIN VIEW! good thing i live way up in the back of the road toward the valley. but still, i have to drive thru this area of the street. one of the ladies at the meeting said that if anyone was to report them (call the cops etc) she was told that they would be killed. also that... if the ascn ends up filing for brankrupcy, all the utilities across the complex will be turned off till it resolves. that's just fuckin great! this makes me wonder if i should have bought a house else where... but they were way to expensive to buy... and the affordable ones couldn't accomodate our needs. but somehow... i feel that God is lookin down on me and will pull me thru this one. He always does... Matthew still hasn't been hired... he's been looking since December... no answer. he was expressing his frustrations today with the VA and was very very angry that they are not helping him with treatment for his anger, anxiety, and depression. he's been struggling with this since his deployment to Iraq.  the Cymbalta still hasn't taken my bodily pain down, but at least it's reduced my head aches. We'll see how this goes in time...  i'm very frustrated... i'm stressed out... the economy is screwing us in every direction. this isn't a recession, it's another GREAT DEPRESSION. all i can say is... PRAY for this nation!