ANOTHER dream...........**possible triggers**

ya know i'm getting sick of these stupid dreams......AGAIN J was in this one.......so it was like i was watching a movie.....two girls were kidnapped from a party by two disney villains.....and they were tied up and two good male friends came and tried to rescue them, but they failed b/c the kidnappers decided that they wanted the girls and kept them for a longer time.....then suddenly I was being pulled into a room......i was wearing this dress and i had to act like i was really interested in what i was doing.....i was acting, like a play......and suddenly J was pulling me in this car, like a roller coaster car, and he held my wrist.....he let go and i tried to jump out but he pulled me by my waist back and he said,"you're not going anywhere....don't think you can..." and then laughed.....not an evil laugh, just like i had told a joke.....then i turned to him crying and said,"why are you kidnapping me?? i just wanna go home...are you gonna kill me???" he looked at me, smiled, brushed away my tears with his thumb and said,"i'm not gonna kill you, hun....i won't even hurt you....you said no to me so i won't hurt you..." "you're not gonna rape me???" "oh no...i never said THAT......i said i wouldn't hurt you......raping you isn't hurting you....it's your job to please me.....but if you think it's rape i can't risk you getting me in trouble.....after i finish "raping" you i guess i'll hafta kill you...." he brushed away more tears with his thumb as i started freely sobbing....he kissed me on the cheek and then whispered,"but don't worry....i won't do that for awhile.....i love you..." then he pulled me off the car and then pushed me in a room.............then i woke up