Another dream 2

Had another dream of my wife. This time it was about going through some property she left at the house. I mentioned about some pictures of her and our friend's daughter she loved so much. When I mentioned the daughter's name, her face lit up and she smiled so big and said she missed her. In the dream though, there was no mention she missed me or how sorry she was in what she did. Not one thing mentioning that she wants to come back home and fix the things that she had done. I woke up in bed and I lie there for an hour, thinking about my dream and thinking where my life is right now. It seems like now every time I wake up, it's a struggle to get out of bed because I'm buried in my thoughts first before I think about a start on a new day is a start on a new life.