another day to be thankful

Hello everyone,
Monday begins a new turn in our journey.  Steve will start his radiation and we are a little nervous.  I am a lot but can't say that to him.  He watches me a lot. Have caught him several times just looking at me.  He has starting to give me passwords to business dealings.  Most of them I already knew.   I have always  just let him handle things, as long as I got what I wanted it just never mattered.  Guess I am old school and let him take care of matters and me.  We have discussed everything in the world in the past almost 13 years, about living and death.  I have often thought what was worse to lose someone you love suddenly or to have time to plan things but have to see the one you love suffer.
He is strong and we are going to fight with every thing in us,  just a little down this morning.  You, my dear friends have been an inspiration to me. I care about all of you.
I have a friend suffering today.  She lost her husband after a long battle.  Karen if you read this I am so sorry for the  pain you are suffering.  We are here to support you in the coming days. 
Thank you for praying for us,  I know you will, no question.  I have prayed for so many on this site.  God bless each of you.  
Wanda