Another day of a teenage girl in high school

Here's to a another day walking in that high school . Yep another day of people calling me a home and a slut and bitch all because of two boys yep two boys one of them was my ex boyfriend I broke up with him because he made me feel pressure to do stuff I didn't want to do and I hate that feeling It reminded me of when I go raped yep so I broke up with him and the second guy he lied and told my ex that I sent him nudes and told him how bad I wanted to fuck him when me and my ex were going out and I never did that nor said that which makes me ever anger makes me feel what they say about me is true I hate myself even more then I hated my self before btw my cutting issues are back I have noting else to say about my cutting issue although it's bad . I hate school I have to walk throw the back so that no one looks at me in a way or says anything about me I feel like I'm never going to find the light at the end of the tunnel o feel like it just gets darker and darker.....I don't know what to think or do anymore........