Another day is ending.

Another day is ending and I feel so all alone, I am alone, no one to talk to, all I hear is screaming toddlers, a TV set blairing in the room, the boys still coming to me, why can't these kids just go to their parents, I'm so dam alone, whats the sence writing my feelings down here, their hidden feelings this way my kid can't read them as she would if I wrote them down on paper, finally they called the little pain in the necks in the room. Every thing is getting to me any more, maybe I should of went to the rubber room yesterday, let the pigs take me away, I need a dam vacation away from here in this peanut shell room of crazyness. Ops I better watch what I say, or some one may grab me out of the computer and put me away. ALL I WANT IS A DAM LETTER, but do you even think the dam doctor will call me back, of course not, stress me more the fuck out, sorry about my language, I'm pissed. But he knows how to dail 911, thats it, he only knows how to dial 911, its only 3 numbers, a phone number is 10. He sends me for blood test, levels are messed up so they should be discussed, "BUT NO", this bitch ass doctor is causing me just as much stress. The attorneys are about ready to drive me over board, ops, did it again, I'm sick of LAWS AND INJUSTICE, its all a dam strugle and fight, and obstacles when it comes to justice, or injustice, especially when you know your correct and you know their wrong,,but their younger, healthier, and stronger. I'm going for a cat nap, the "ONE" yes only one hydrocodone I took for the severe pain is making me sleepy. "(                                                                                                  JUST ME!Pain, pain go away never-ever come back another day, you know I don't want you, you know its so dam true, your keeping me the hell up, making me so blue. Pain, pain go away never come back another day, don't care where you go, just go, and don't be so dam slow. Go away today, not tomorrow, I'm so drained and tired of the sorrow!