Another day in the life of...........

Good Morning, Journal.  Slept really good last night-YEAH!!!!!  Don't remember what time I went to sleep and didn't stir when Jim and Dillon came to bed.  AH!!!!  THE BLISS OF IT!!!  Already had my two cups of delish chocolate coffee.  Have to get the ole' blood to stirrin'.  Cloudy here-semi-cool.  Rain yesterday which we needed.  I am nervous about my father coming in from Michigan.  He is going to be staying with us at least for a coupla weeks until he gets his digs set up down at Granny's.  He had something to do with me sexually when I was a teen and now that I have a 16 year old daughter.  I would have to hurt/kill him if he touched her because I know the pain and anguish that it has caused me and I will not see her go through that for the rest of her life.  I must be hypervigilant when it comes to that.  i don't know whether I should be paranoid about him around my 2 year old son or not.  I am scared.  Having bad dreams about it.  Woe is me-my feeble attempt at humor.  Anyone reading this-have a good day.  Much peace and love.