Another Day in Paradise
We'll I feel like writing in blue today like the water or maybe blue as in feelin down. Not sure which. Im feeling stressed and crazyed and just so many things. I know I worry my girlfriend and I feel bad cuz I dont want her to worry. Ya know. But I just feel hella stressed and crazy right now with me and my girlfriend trying to find an apt. It is becoming harder than I though. Which suck ass. Mentally my mind is going crazy but Im trying to control it. Im packing and going through stuff which sucks in itself but is also nice to do. Like big spring cleaning project or something. Im getting bad migrains again. My pet rat is sick but doing better. so that is a plus. My mom is sick but doing ok. I luv her lots. I got my libre' piercied last wed. It looks awesome. I really havnet been working on my goals like I should be. My PTSD and anxiety and flash backs are sorda going bonkers right now plus my ED is having its own ideas but im trying to stay on track and not fall back into bad habbits. Anyway Im tired. Im gonna bounce. Lata Gata
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