ANOTHER DAY DEPRESSED

Sitting at work not doing much of anything.  Hoping to go to GA tomorrow for the 1st time.  Know I need to confront my family alone without the help of my friends soon.  I have been dodging bill collectors for 6 weeks now and the stress is getting to me.  My best friend texted me this morning and was returning my call from Thursday.  He said he will be travelling today and call me tonight and he didn't get my message until today.  Don't know if I really want to talk to him tonight.  I think I am in the same place as 6 weeks ago because I was expecting more moral support.  Needed to talk and no one wanted to listen.   I think my DEPRESSION is fighting my ADDICTION....If that makes any sense to anyone.  MAybe tomorrow will be a better day!!!!