Another day...another pain!!!

So it's another lupie day for me!!  I'm feeling kinda out of it...my chest is achy and I have only so much energy...I've used all of my spoons for today (Spoon theory)!  I don't really feel like cooking and that laundry that i washed and dried may have to just chillax until tomorrow!!  If hubby needs dry undies I suggest he gets to folding..I can't do it today!!  A part of me feels so guilty when I can't do the things that I should be doing...but hey what can I do!!  I have no control over my body when it gets the evil notion that it will wreck havoc and cause me pain!  I can only humbly submit and go along for the ride!!  I'm being held hostage I guess! On another note...I'm a lil stressed..my son's 3rd bday is saturday and we're having his party here...OMG!!  I'm so excited for my baby...it's a Thomas the Train theme so I know he's gonna be all smiles and that makes me happy!!  I'm just not excited about what comes along with it....can you say a lot of people in my house!!!  Arrrgh...if I haven't mentioned it before I will say it now...I HATE entertaining!!  One thing that I have learned about myself since being dx is that when I get physically tired I am a ticking timebomb...I become irritable and even though I'm smiling and all polite...I'm really wishing for you to leave!!  At first, this party was going to be outside in the backyard but now since mother nature wants to be a b***h and gift us with thunderstorms saturday, looks like the party will be moved inside!!  My poor floors...I can already hear the "Oh baby, can I please get a paper towel..I spilled my drink over here"....ohhh I HATE entertaining!!  Oh and not to mention...the majority of the people at this party will be inlaws...ENOUGH said!!  I may need to add a lil something to my punch to make it through this one!!  Just kidding...then again...lol!!  Oh well, I hope everyone is having a wonderful, pain free day...and since it's Mardi gras season here...Lez bon temps roule!!! (Let the good times roll!!)  Have a great day my Lupie family!!