Another Day
I remember falling asleep last night and here it is morning already. Ive started listening to subliminal sleep sounds at night(crickets, rain. And white noise) in order to help with the things on my mind. I also listen to them at work to block out all the noise. I was listening to "Let go and release your past" which helped me forget about my ex till he texted again. So Ive started listening to it again. At work I listen to Law of Attraction subliminals too.
For once, I have no drama in my life and dont know what to do with myself. I am patiently waiting to get to my counselor at the end of the month. But until then, I am still in hermit mode and isolating myself from everyone that may cause me pain.
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Congrats on the good night's rest. That's what *I* call good, solid progress. May the progress prove sustainable.
For what it's worth:
I have undergone considerable formal psychotherapy for "Chaos Addiction." Over the course of that therapy, your line, "For once, I have no drama in my life and dont know what to do with myself." grew into a major psycho nag flag.Pull out the psychotherapy toolbox and ply tools here. In my strictly personal synopsis of many years of therapy work, that was the very juncture where my self-loathing and all its sets of etceteras started steering me toward the familiarity of the chaos I was raised in. A frightening fact of chaos is that anything of any nature can be stirred into chaos. My birth family was a Troop of Masters in that art.
A weekend in a treehouse still hits my radar as a potentially solid therapy tool. I'm still looking forward to the update.