Another boring day

03/ 21/ 11
Today was boring as usual. I sat there filling out applications online for hours which left me feeling down again. I'm just sick of bumming off of my mom and dad. I'm a 22 year old man damnit! I'm sick of feeling like such a pile of crap. I hate how I had to give up on applying for jobs in game design because I got bills to pay and I need a job now. I've sent out like 20 or 30 applications with no luck. I'm just tired of this life because I feel like I'm still a little kid who is being taken care of by mommy and daddy. I want to be a real person and not just a family pet!