Another MC...

Hello Everyone whom may read.Well today is my birthday and I'm not in the best of moods. I found out I was pregnant again on my Mom birthday 3-1-08 and then started bleeding 3-3-08. I knew it was too good to be true, i was so happy hoping this Angel would make it. I went to the Dr. on my birthday 3-5-08. They ask the normal qusetions and when I responded with cramping and bleeding the Nurses and Dr. was both "OH I'm so sorry but maybe it not that bad!" I told myself that that's their way of telling you on the COOL that you've MC and to keep draining your pockets they give you this false hope that maybe the baby is still living so just come back every three days pay your copay  of 40.00 and get blood draw which is another 20-30.00 and will know something soon type attitude and response. I know I've MC ...I've been though this before. I feel like it touture to keep going back and fourth to the Dr when they can tell you what we all know. I"VE MC!!!I mean they want really check me to see if there is a reason tht I've MC so manytimes. I've been pregnant 5 times and only made it through one which is my hans=dsome grown at 3 Son. Is there some kind of test that could be done on me to see if something wrong with me ??? I know MC happen with no reasons but DANG if you having them back to back  or everytime you get pregnant then why aren't the Dr running test on me to make sure that something inside of me is not causing the problem. If I'm fine then I would be somewhat at Peace knowing that It's not completely me.Well I'm out...I really can't go anywhere tody for my BIRTHDAY. So until next time always Me.