Anniversary coming up :(

Wow on top of the holidays I am dealing with what would have been our 7yr anniversay together.  I miss him soooo much that I find it hard to breath at times.  He was looking forward to this time of year as Aubrey is so excited about Christmas and hhe himself was a kid.  I know I have to put all my thoughts into her this year but I find myself slipping back into that dark place where all I want to do is cry.   I was doing so well  for a while,  I just need his strenght and I am not getting it.  We placed his head stone yesterday which was so hard as it was another reminder to me that he is really gone and will not be back.  How can this be happening after everything we have went through in our short time together.  it was our time to be happy, we had our family and now it is gone.  I just miss him so much God please give me the strength to make it

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Hi Michelle. It reads to me that you already have such great strength. Your daughter is beautiful. I was so saddened as I read your journals. I am glad you have your daughter. I cannot say I understand what you are going through, but I wanted you to know that I said a pray for you and for your daughter, Aubrey. I prayed that you see that your husband is living on in her smile or a funny thing she will do or say. I prayed that you are strong through the Holidays and that you take care of yourself. That you let yourself have your moments of sadness. I pray you find peace this Christmas.
lindalun
lindalun

You are very strong and God will give you the strenght to make it through. He left you with your beautiful daughters which are part of him. Take care and hang in there. God bless you and your girls. Hugs Linda
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No doubt this holiday season will be tough on you. I hope you find moments of joy and that you and your daughter have a very blessed Christmas.
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Oh sweet Michelle, many many hugs and prayers for you!