Anniversary

I am trying not to be sad and ruin today at church. It hard to think it has been 4 years since Christofer died.

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Jess_1992
Jess_1992

I am so sorry you have to go through this. I know it's not easy.
AnxietyLife09
AnxietyLife09

I am trying. I really don't want it to ruin my day but I also don't wanna just act like nothing happened. It will make me feel guilty.
Ladybug7
Ladybug7

I'm so sorry for your loss. He was obviously very special to you. Big hug.
AnxietyLife09
AnxietyLife09

Thank you, Judy.
It's so sweet. Everytime that I see "Big hug" or "hugs" I realize how long it been since i've had a hug. I think all the time how nice it would be.
Jess_1992
Jess_1992

I know what you mean. I only get hugs from my boys which is the best hugs in the world but it's still different. Being hugged by a caring adult just hits different.
AnxietyLife09
AnxietyLife09

Finally, someone who understands.
Jess_1992
Jess_1992

I've been though a lot in life. I understand a lot more than you know. Huggles.
AnxietyLife09
AnxietyLife09

Aw, huggles<3
Sorry you had to go through all that. More huggles.
Jess_1992
Jess_1992

Years ago girls said huggles on here. It kind of stuck with me. I say it in real life too. Thank you. You're a special bunny.
AnxietyLife09
AnxietyLife09

That's amazing. Thank you.
Ladybug7
Ladybug7

I never received any affection from my parents growing up, so I can relate. I know it's not the same as a hug IRL, but I'm hugging you from afar.
AnxietyLife09
AnxietyLife09

Thank you.
Kiwasicu
Kiwasicu

I'm very sorry for your loss.