animals
isnt it interesting how a new animal even thos its not yours can give you a new lease on life.It started a few days ago when i found 3 kittens took some photos but the mothers wild so she removed them but the sad sing about it these kittens will turn into strays. they were so cute must scan pics when i get them printed to show all. A couple days later this grey and white kitten turned up on my doorstep jumped on my knee demanded food and boy it is full of life its a little girl i left it inside one night and sleep was a non event for both me and the kitten, this morning its gone in a way home i hope but on the other hand i miss it and it came for a reason. I had aphonecall from a cousin of mine in the south island about 1000 km away one way from me i live in the north island i get the pleasure of seing them at easter their kids are dancing in a rock and roll dancing at in comp in wanganui it will be so cool its nine years since ive seen them. Very hot day here today my cat rolly is finding shade under my ramp. went to see specialist other day i am having a revision of stump so cross fingers and toes all goes well my goal is to be able to walk better and longer and go back to playing sport and work of course once i work out what. Im listening to leapy lees song lil arrows cupids arrow seems to miss me probabaly have to socialise afraid after 7pm my stump gets the say i get all day, not into bars, getting drunk music yep my kids tell me im a dinasour all kids say that oh to be a teenager again im only 43 my idea of a good night is tea out and cuddle up to a good movie and in time more and flowers but very few my age want that i guess divorce changes your views in what u want in a relationship one day.
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HI, I have just read all of your journal entries. They are very honest. I hope that you have found a bit of happiness in the last few months? Has your son kept in contact with his father?
I hope that we can stay in contact, i can totally understand the loneliness, although i am married , i still feel a great deal of it.
Please write back and tell me how things have been going since Jan. 30 :)
thanks one hand shannon u now at time its so unfair when dads can waltz back in and it made me wonder was the last 12 years mean nothing im over it now but james and katt took blayke at xmas so me and mark my other boy are just the black sheeps now i dread the wedding i trust and hope who comes from kevs family respect its james and katts day not mudd slinging at me but i have an escape plan mapped out thanks for reading. my boys are stoked mums on her feet and not hands and knees like all their lives the pride on their faces is so cool