angry today

im pissed at the world today dont think its all due to p.m.s. its monday used to be the one day a week we got together. but oopsie not today. not gonna happen so ill sit here like an asshole and cry for what a miserable 5 months of bullshit. because i feel sorry for myself. because my friends laugh at me and say why are u still textint that girl if she dumped u. why am i staying up till 1 oclock in the morningfor her to get home from work safely. and still texting every morning afternoon and night. like nothing has changed i tell you why because im weak and stupid and in freaking love with this little shit. she thinks it is funny that im so angry today. finds it amusing that i had to leave work and go shopping to calm down. ok im done gonna go move some furniture and clean mold off my walls and throw some things. im sad and mad and dont wanna play this game anymore.