angry today
im pissed at the world today dont think its all due to p.m.s. its monday used to be the one day a week we got together. but oopsie not today. not gonna happen so ill sit here like an asshole and cry for what a miserable 5 months of bullshit. because i feel sorry for myself. because my friends laugh at me and say why are u still textint that girl if she dumped u. why am i staying up till 1 oclock in the morningfor her to get home from work safely. and still texting every morning afternoon and night. like nothing has changed i tell you why because im weak and stupid and in freaking love with this little shit. she thinks it is funny that im so angry today. finds it amusing that i had to leave work and go shopping to calm down. ok im done gonna go move some furniture and clean mold off my walls and throw some things. im sad and mad and dont wanna play this game anymore.
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I can think of one thing as i read this,, again my words sem to be a common theme, when the ride makes u sick to your stomache, and the cost is to high a person would be wise to not stay on that ride,,,, take a break and later get on a much calmer and enjoyable ride, i have seen u devote so much time to this person and be hurt so deeply, maybe its time to heal and re claim your self love and self pride and make room in your life for someone that would truly give u the respect and kindness and time u so want and need in a relationship,,,,,,,please be kind w yoursle and kow that i am here and that you r a special person and that i am here to talk and to listen,,,,,, time to move foreward, but i feel you will take those steps when u r ready and have hit bottom w all this ,,,, a healing hug,,,,,, KD