angry phase

well i guess i am officially in the angry phase of grief ....obviously.... i am burned out, tired, sad, and overwhelmed.  i am at work today.  12 hours at least sundays arent as annoying with people as other days...dont mind my patients....just co workers mostly and all the drama that goes with a city job.  i am only sleeping a few hours a night that are good sleep....and my whole body aches all the time...i think i have just gotten so out of shape and i am either pre or in menapause now so bonus my hormones are out of whack at least i finally got the hot flashes to start slowing down a bit...........i constantly have gall bladder pain too but our insurance wont do anything till it causes a critical illness. gotta love kaiser insurance.  oh well it is what it is and we just had a call and i am working with this one guy that i cant stand he is creepy and always touching some of us but i think he finally got the point and is backing down a little bit plus he is very difficult to get along with on calls.  he is a big a** hole!  uggggg some days i hate my job.