Angel Day
To day is angel day for my son Lance, it has been a year since we lost him. We went out to the cemetery today and it really was hard. I thought after a year some of the pain would be less, but on days like today I felt almost as bad as last year. I do miss him and am still angry with him for leaving us like he did. The day was nice and what we left on the headstone was fallish. I want to thank you that have written me and it sure helps when you know you have people out there that care. God bless all of you.
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I do care and hope you have considered counseling....it has truly helped me understand so very many things....especially my son. I still have days when I trash all of the counseling and lose control.....I am getting better, though. I hope you surround yourself with a good support system....we have to seek it...unfortunately, it doesn\'t always come to us unless we go find it....particularly in the case of suicide. God bless you and your family as you observe this sad day. ...peace and hugs....dale, brandon\'s mom
She left too soon? Why, this is a question I ask my self so often I will probably end up driving myself nuts. Figure you ask yourself that too. Wishing you a kind of peace on this day, Lance\'s Angel Day. Don\'t know what else to day. Truly your friend, BarbaraWawa
I don\'t know what to say but I sure know the pain. As if something big is missing from our lives since they left. It can never be replaced. That emptiness, so deep, so hollow. Life starts to take different meaning or no meaning. Yet we have to stay alive for our loved ones for we do not want anyone to experience our pain. I wish I could cheer you up but I couldn\'t.. other than be empathetic. Andy\'s one year is coming next month... I am scared.