And the wait begins again...

So I got my period 28 days exactly from my D & C.  Have been charting my temps, and all looks good this cycle.  Ovulated Monday/Tuesday, so now the wait begins.  God how I hate these two weeks that you have to wait until AF is supposed to come.  I try so hard not to get my hopes up but I always do.  I would love to be pregnant again by the end of the year, but I don't know if it will happen.
I am of course very anxious as well.  I don't think I will be able to fully relax once I have my baby in my arms, since I am going to be constantly worrying about losing another pregnancy.  Well, it's in God's hands now so I will do my duty and wait patiently (ok, fine, just wait then).