And then

I got a letter saturday telling us the parenting/training classes for foster care will begin in the summer. and on monday i got news that I may have 14 month old twins in my custody within a couple of weeks, due to the kinship process.they will do a home assessment and a background check. so it is wait wait, hurry up and wait..do i go ahead and quit my job? i don't really like my job, my husband can more than support us.. it's like i am holding on to this job til something else pans out with getting a child... i am so confused about what to do and when to do it. i think i should just take a huge leap of faith into the unknown, but i am so afraid of regrets...