And so it is...
I noticed that I haven't posted a journal entry in over a month, so here it is. There's not much to report, but I feel like I am starting to lose some focus on the IF issue.
I want a baby, more than anything, but taking a break is starting to feel too comfortable. I love not having to worry about the dreaded 2WW, neurotically check my boobs to see if they might be tender, analyze my CM, or schedule appointments to have sex with my husband.
Financially we are at a bit of a stand still. IF is SO expensive, and although we both have good jobs, we can't afford to dish out such large amounts of money every month. My husband is coaching high school football, which will give us a little money to start thinking about our next step.
And so it is...
I want a baby, more than anything, but taking a break is starting to feel too comfortable. I love not having to worry about the dreaded 2WW, neurotically check my boobs to see if they might be tender, analyze my CM, or schedule appointments to have sex with my husband.
Financially we are at a bit of a stand still. IF is SO expensive, and although we both have good jobs, we can't afford to dish out such large amounts of money every month. My husband is coaching high school football, which will give us a little money to start thinking about our next step.
And so it is...
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I hear you about not thinking about IF. Earlier this year, I decided that I was done (yes, going through IVF now... but that is a long story). and I could not have been happier. It is nice not to be so obsessed with something that controls and runs your emotions ragged. I especially liked that we could get back to having sex when we wanted and not when it was an optimal time :)
Enjoy your time!