An unreal day
Somedays I really can't believe I am where I am in life today. Today, I moved out of my home with my partner of a little more than 5 years, and for the first time in a long time I feel happy and free. Sad, of course to see our relationship come to an end, but I only see good things proceeding from here. I truly loved her, but in order for my recovery to progress, I couldn't let her keep holding me back, and nor did she want to do so. So here we are, single, and I have a program and she doesn't. I am worried for her, but I know that her Higher Power will do for her what she needs. Today, I can honestly say that I have hardly lied in the last 6 months. I have progressed very well with trying to be honest with people. Al-Anon has really helped me see the value of being honest, even if it means hurting someone. In the long run, a lie is going to hurt more than the truth.
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