An OK Day

I had to actually go out this morning and finally get my new pic for my license. The guy was very nice but I asked if he had his magic wand (for me and the lady before me. We  both wanted 20 yrs off, I also requested 50 lbs.)  He just laughed and made some motions.He also kept telling me to lower my chin a bit... and a bit more... (I was going to ask which one and tell him my motive was to try to disguise 1 or 2)   He was a very sweet older black man and he even lied and told me how good the photo looked after giving me a choice of 2.   He did make that bareable, but once I got in my car and looked again I was reminded just how awful and out of shape I have become. 

Then I missed a turn on my maps so wound up circling a bit through town and passing my parents cemetery.  That got me thinking of them again... and sis. BIL texted and said he was going to their old neighbor's funeral this morning so could I stop over to see my sister?  I knew I had to get home and tidy up a bit because insurance woman was coming for visit so knew that woukld not happen today.

I stopped at my store (where I work) and ran into a coworker. She asked if I work tomorrow and warned me another called off today. She also let our other coworker (bosses wife) know about today's call off but neither her or hubby came in since they always take same days off W and F.  I also mentioned to her about me not coming in on  Monday and letting them know I can only wprk a few days this month because of trying to get my vacation time in before I go. She confirmed what I suspected that they are both pissed and I suspect will barely speak to me the rest of the time I am there. Is kind of sad because I dread going in to work if I am doing double work or working with either of them. I have been enjoying working with my other coworkers and regular customers. I will miss them. 

The woman from United Healthcare came for the check. It was basically as Liam suspected. Pretty much to update my meds and physicians and see if there were other services that I could possibly need or was interested in. I am taking them up on having someone follow up with me to work through my depression and anxiety.

I expect tomorrow will be a day from hell at work with trying to play catch up plus get an actual 6-7 hr day done in 5 hrs. I will go and do as much as I can and leave. I am done working longer shifts to try to help when noone else cares. As you all remind me, I need to take care of myself (or at least try to).

Thank you all again.  Kim