An honest life.

Each day I typically wake up, not wanting to- to having a day that I hate going to sleep after having.
When my alarm goes off, I'm stuck having to take off my soaked protection. I get ready to get to the college, ignoring most of non-cable TV.
I usually leave either before Dad wakes or after he leaves for work.
I usually suffer from severe loneliness, I have a little depression.
I'm getting further and further into college and girls are starting to notice me.
I have no idea how to explain to a girl I'd meet about what I need to wear at night.