An easy day.
Another day & the deck has still not been swept. At least I have nice nails & hair after yesterday! Poppy has plenty of twigs & sticks to play with. She is sitting at the door now with a few special ones next to her.I don't know what is going on with her but she peed on the carpet yesterday & has wet on the bed as well. She has a red tummy so don't know if she has an allergy or something. I noticed her scratching the other day. I suppose I had better take to her the vet. More money.
My friend who lives two hours away from here wanted me to go up on the train today as she has a day off tomorrow. She was going to drive me home on Sat as she has an apppointment here in Sydney. I just did'nt have the energy to do it. She said but you are not working. She does'nt understand & then I feel guilty for not going. How I wish I was like I used to be. That is a stupid comment because the way I am now is the way I am. I have gut ache today & burning in my chest so I would rather be at home. Also all the stuff I have to take makes me feel tired thinking about it.
I don't know why I have to justify not going but I feel I do. I think she might think I can't be bothered which I am sure she doesn't. Ed is off tomorrow as he is working the weekend so that was another reason not to go. Mind you He told me to go!
I am still not dressed & it is 1230pm. Actually I feel like having another sleep. Maybe I will. Time for a coffee. Probably not the best thing to have with my gut at the moment but I feel like having one. My first of the day.
I can sure ramble on but it feels good to get things of my chest.
My friend who lives two hours away from here wanted me to go up on the train today as she has a day off tomorrow. She was going to drive me home on Sat as she has an apppointment here in Sydney. I just did'nt have the energy to do it. She said but you are not working. She does'nt understand & then I feel guilty for not going. How I wish I was like I used to be. That is a stupid comment because the way I am now is the way I am. I have gut ache today & burning in my chest so I would rather be at home. Also all the stuff I have to take makes me feel tired thinking about it.
I don't know why I have to justify not going but I feel I do. I think she might think I can't be bothered which I am sure she doesn't. Ed is off tomorrow as he is working the weekend so that was another reason not to go. Mind you He told me to go!
I am still not dressed & it is 1230pm. Actually I feel like having another sleep. Maybe I will. Time for a coffee. Probably not the best thing to have with my gut at the moment but I feel like having one. My first of the day.
I can sure ramble on but it feels good to get things of my chest.
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Well, you might not feel good but you look swell, right? I struggle with \"making plans\" also. I\'m not sure that anyone would understand what a challenge it is living with chronic illness. I suspect that a couple of my friends have stopped asking me to do things because they think I\'m not going to be up for it.
I hope that you\'re feeling better. You and Poppy need to take care.