Among Friends.....?

I come here to DailyStrenght on mostly a daily basic...
These minutes or hours I spend here are often the only contact I have with anyone other than my son..or people at the Clinic I share a few moments with during an appointment.
There use to be a closeness, being very busy sharing thoughts and laughter with all my many friends on my list.
Then like so  many other times in life, I tend to wonder off by myself...
I'm sure only about one thing in my life, funny at the moment that tends to elude me... at least the words to describe, how my mental frame of mind is so tWiSteD..
I feel like an outsider in this World we live in...I worry for my son and grandchildren...the ones still so young and unaware of their surroundings.. The rest of my children are doing fine... living their lifes.
I've never understood how so many could put up with the actions of so few...I can't understand how a government can ignore the needs of it's citizens...!~
Well my mind wonders... as my ability to express myself.
I'm really glad I can come here online and share a few minutes with friends..
It calms the fears, stills the heart, and drives away the loneliness for a spell.. Thanks...
best wishes  Russ