Amazing few days
Spoke over the weekend with the one I hope is, the one. Hours talking on the phone, chatting, talking about our hopes and dreams and what she expects in a relationship. I feel great when I talk with her, listen to her. She sends me photos of her she took in the past, all the way back to her childhood. I am so excited about seeing her again in the near future. The next two and a half months will drag. I will have to stay busy working, getting ready to move, downsizing my possessions. I hope and I pray she is the one. I never felt this strongly about any woman before and here I am 55 the same age as she. What a weekend!! I am so glad it was this Labor Day weekend. I am so terribly fond of her and respect her so very much. I can't say enough good things about her. She can lay floor tile, put in countertops, and still be the demure lady she is. She makes jewelry and makes cakes which look like the professionals bake on cable/satellite TV. She donates a lot of her time, energy and money to those less fortunate and on her income. A very talented woman. I feel so strongly about her, I feel so great just being near her. When she spent an entire day and evening with me until 1 AM the next morning, it was more than I hoped for. Talking all that time. When I got home and told her how I didn't want to lose her again, she already knew that. I drove a long way to see her. She even told me how hard it was for her not to make love. I only asked to kiss her lips. Even though I am legally separated, she couldn't do that cuz I am still married. I have so much respect for her for that. She didn't give in. She said no I couldn't kiss her lips. She did let me kiss her cheek when I said goodbye the next day. She has a hold on me I've never known. I never talked with anyone as much as I have her. Our backgrounds are so similar. She had 6 brothers. I had 3 and one sister. Her father and mine worked for a major firm for a few years before my dad took a different job. He didn't want to be union since the UAW kept going on strike so often. They were both masons, too. But, to be born in the same hospital just a week apart. How is it I never knew her all through school? We were in the same high school! I want to see her again so badly, and she is such a natural beauty. She's just wonderful in so many ways.
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