Am I weird..

Am i weird because i've become addicted to cuttingam i weird because i love seeing the blood run downam i weird because i want to cut deep in my armjust tell me am i weird Read that and it struck a chord in me. When I do it, I do get some kind of satisfaction when the blood runs down my arm. This has probably been said a million times before, but, the pain we feel inside is mental pain, the anguish, its all in the head.  We can't fight it easily. By cutting, I allow myself to focus completely on that pain on my arm, my wrist, wherever I cut.  I see the blood and I imagine all my heartache, my suffering leaking out and being washed away. The feeling is only temporary though, more cutting is usually needed. I've had to stop going to the gym because of the new scars on my arm.  The ones on my wrist I need to wear a jumper to hide all the time. So, tell me.  Am I Weird?