am i really diserving?

ive been telling myself to buck up.what do i really have to worry about?im a strong indapendant woman,with a lovely little girl.i rent my home and have a double cab ute we call (the uterus).my spelling is awful but im sure you ll get what i mean.im having trubble picking the  right group to join.ill just stick to the facts and see what you recon.sexual abuse from 4 to 14 when i left home.then anarexia and drug abuse,followed by 2 very syco boyfriends and bad phisicle and mentel abuse.am i just a winger?