Am i cursed ???? someone please tell me!
am i cursed? SOMEONE PLESE TELL ME!? i feel like im going to lost it cuz I give up trying to meet new people! Why does my presense repell people????!!! it feels like everytime i try to try to go out to a new church and meet new people all they do is just be nice to me but nothing more than that!! what is wrong with me?! so i am at the point that im like i give up!!!! i do! whatever ill just stop trying to meet new friends! cuz people just get sick of me and just want nothing to do with me after they start to get to know me! i dont get what i am doing wrong! what does the universe have against me having any real friends????!!!! And.... she's hurting me of course! on top of everything else! i can't take all of this anymore! i feel im on the edge i can't take any of this its making me really hate myself! im done!
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Hello
Aww dont be so hard on yourself, Humans are strange creatures. I think it may have alot to do with trust these days. Try to be yourself and if humans dont accept you at your worst then they dont deserve you at your best. Thinking of you x
Please do NOT hate yourself, you are a lovely young woman. Ditto to what keshy5 just wrote above me, \"if people do not accept you at your worst, they do not deserve you at your best\" What has happened with your best friend, how is she hurting you??
I think you just are trying to hard.Relax and remember as you get older sometimes life keeps us so buisy that we dont have enough time in the day.It just might be lifes issues not that they dont want to get together with you.Im sure they like you.
what do u all think of this?? ----- she keeps doing weird things that causes it to be like what she says dosent match up with her actions. for example i had to delete my FB and make a new one that didnt have to do with her. she knew this and she was like oh my family just posted new pics come and look then when was like oh i made a new FB can we be friends on my new one? ( we were friends on the old one) then she says sure we can be friends on there then i send her a friend request then she never accepts it then blows it off like it doesnt happen and then every time she sends a email FWD to all in her email list she puts me in the Bcc line and not in the To: line with everyone else! so to me it says undisclosed recipients and just me in the Bcc line like she says we are really close friends so why does she have to have things like that with me???? believe me there have been more weird things like this that have have happened also things like that, that have nothing to do with online stuff. like we can have eachothers numbers but i can only text just every once in a while and i can\'t call her unless its her birthday or an emergency cuz if i call any other time she wont answer and if i leave a voice mail she will just email back and i know she talks on the phone to other people cuz ive seen her get calls in person before! and more weird stuff on stop of that!