Am I crazy???
i took a pic of the ultrasound pics to send to my e mail from my phone.... and along with sending to my e mail i sent one to HIM. now why the hell did i do that? i instantly regret it. he hasnt asked how the baby is, if we are healthy, NOTHING, so why should i send him a damn picture??? oh, im mad at myself... stupid me. i already gave him the first picture ever taken of the baby, when it looked like a bean with arms... i dont even have that one... i shouldnt have given it to him. now that my baby has graduated to alien status i send him that one too? pfft. stupid. he dont care... he dont deserve to see it. why the hell did i do that.
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It doesn\'t matter really, does it? You\'ve got that beautiful wee baby inside you, loving you already. So, he gets to see the scan photo, no biggy. He doesn\'t get the baby or you. He\'s the loser not you! Take care of yourself my friend. x
In a way it\'s a good thing - he can see that he has a real responsibility there - I know at this point he is not a part of your life but some day he will want to meet his child.
Don\'t stress about it - relax - breathe in - breathe out - love and hugs Suzi
YOu did it because deep down, you keep hoing he will come to his senses, and that is normal; he led you on by pretending to want a baby with you, and just because HE has done a 180, it is a little harder for you to that, just because it would be easier. It will take time to break this habit of wanting him around, but you and the baby will be better off once you have managed it. Just be gentle with yourself. He was the asshole here, not you.
Please don\'t be so hard on yourself, Drac. The best thing you need to do for yourself and your baby is keep good self talk going. You can do this. You are strong and smart and loving. You are lovable. You are capable. You are so much more! You are not stupid. Please, as a woman who loved too much for a long time, self talk works. Make it the positive talk that makes the difference in your life.
Maybe it was just meant to be.
Hugssssssssssssss
Keep taking care of you sweety, You and wee one come first.
Thinking of you - hope all is well, take care of you and baby, that\'s most important, because in the end, it\'s all that matters....
love, brig
Take care of yourself and your baby! You sound like a very nice person that happened to get involved with someone that was not ready for the large commitment, but you can make a wonderful life for yourself and your child. Stay strong & be happy.
You\'ll make it!!
Smokeygirl