Am I crazy???

i took a pic of the ultrasound pics to send to my e mail from my phone.... and along with sending to my e mail i sent one to HIM. now why the hell did i do that? i instantly regret it. he hasnt asked how the baby is, if we are healthy, NOTHING, so why should i send him a damn picture??? oh, im mad at myself... stupid me. i already gave him the first picture ever taken of the baby, when it looked like a bean with arms... i dont even have that one... i shouldnt have given it to him. now that my baby has graduated to alien status i send him that one too? pfft. stupid. he dont care... he dont deserve to see it. why the hell did i do that.