Am I being ungrateful

I can not begin to tell yall how much support I have with my HS. Both parents, both brothers...yes Im the baby and only girl lol, both my grandparents, my aunts, Pastor, cousins, my only and best friend, and my son dad. These people are here for my daily...they dont feel my pain physically but emontionally they do. We pray daily not to remove my pain but for me to get through this day by day. I feel guilty because with all my support, including   my wonderful docs, I still lone to tall to others thats going through the same thing I am.It seem like we can talk,more about HS, give advice, maybe throw in a couple of jokes lol.