Am I being stupid?

Alright, so when I started the Zoloft in February, there was an increase of anxiety and my OCD seemed stronger.  Now that I'm on Luvox, Day 16, and yes I'm counting, it's the same thing. I feel horrible. I feel worse that I was prior to starting the meds. Am I stupid to think that it's a good thing? I haven't called the doctor, because I am trying to give it time and tough through it, but I keep second guessing myself like I'm crazy to think it would be this bad and that the meds are clearly not working. And then I sit here and think, what if I'm wasting my time with this med. What if I sit here and give it weeks and it still feels worse. I hate this. I feel crazy. Yes, tons of other people have OCD, but I truly feel alone in my kind of it. The physical sensations and the strength of it, that's what scares me and that was a new thing, I haven't had that very long. It started about a year ago and it was off and on, but now it's all the time. I would rather go back to washing my hands hours on end, until they crack and bleed than have this crap.