Already dead

Someone please just fucking kill meDo it now do it quicklyLet the blood drain from my veinsNo more suffering no more painLet the thoughts stop in my brainEndless sleep, peaceful, what a changeI just want to run away fastStop the drugs forget my fucked up pastIts unlikely this I knowBut maybe one day, I will grow old...I am not sure I'm just sure that I am coldSo cold in my heart it chills my bonesI want to cut my flesh so deepLet the tears flow down my cheekAll I want is to be loved But who can love a broken ex thugWho will love me with my issuesNo one that's who  There is nothing left for meSo just say goodbye as I leaveI am gone already deadOne shiny bullet in my head