Already!
Fa la la la la la la la la.
I was at a standstill for over a month, that shit was NOT sexy. I read about hcg drops and I bought a monthly supply from lifebooker (LOVE THAT SITE) and it has definitely jump started my weight loss. 55 lbs to go til goal weight.
Omg. 55 lbs til goal weight. 55 lbs til goal weight!! I just realized that I am only 55 LBS TIL GOAL WEIGHT. I remember telling myself how lucky I was to only have to lose exactly half of my body weight (I was 300) because there are so many people who have so much more to lose and now I only have FIFTY FIVE POUNDS TIL GOAL WEIGHT.
55 lbs. Holy shit. My birthday is in December and I can't believe that for my 27th birthday I will officially be thin. I'm already almost there, so close! I went shopping for some new clothes because my current ones are just ridiculous at this point and I am a large in tops and a 14 in jeans (and not at tight 14 either, almost a 12). I was shopping and I couldn't find my size so I asked the salesgirl where the size 14s were and she directed me to the regular girl section. THE REGULAR GIRL SECTION?! I was in shock. I went out on Saturday and I needed a brown sweater and my roommate started pulling stuff out of her closet and I actually borrowed something from her and it fit WELL. I have never borrowed something from someone who was normal sized my entire life!
My panty size dropped two sizes from a 9 (almost 10) to a 7. The few pieces of clothing I got this weekend make me feel soooo good, it feels incredible to wear clothing that fits. I feel and look incredible, let me tell you. My family is so proud of me, I love it. I saw my grandmother today and she couldn't stop marveling at how small I am now (compared to what I was). She says that I'm not her Crystal anymore (I've always been fat). I'm glad I'm not the old me anymore. I was so self conscious and insecure and nervous about everything. I still am but not like I was, uh uh, no way, no how, see ya!
Writing all of this out makes me realize for far I've come. Wow. Just, wow.
So, yeah. :)
I was at a standstill for over a month, that shit was NOT sexy. I read about hcg drops and I bought a monthly supply from lifebooker (LOVE THAT SITE) and it has definitely jump started my weight loss. 55 lbs to go til goal weight.
Omg. 55 lbs til goal weight. 55 lbs til goal weight!! I just realized that I am only 55 LBS TIL GOAL WEIGHT. I remember telling myself how lucky I was to only have to lose exactly half of my body weight (I was 300) because there are so many people who have so much more to lose and now I only have FIFTY FIVE POUNDS TIL GOAL WEIGHT.
55 lbs. Holy shit. My birthday is in December and I can't believe that for my 27th birthday I will officially be thin. I'm already almost there, so close! I went shopping for some new clothes because my current ones are just ridiculous at this point and I am a large in tops and a 14 in jeans (and not at tight 14 either, almost a 12). I was shopping and I couldn't find my size so I asked the salesgirl where the size 14s were and she directed me to the regular girl section. THE REGULAR GIRL SECTION?! I was in shock. I went out on Saturday and I needed a brown sweater and my roommate started pulling stuff out of her closet and I actually borrowed something from her and it fit WELL. I have never borrowed something from someone who was normal sized my entire life!
My panty size dropped two sizes from a 9 (almost 10) to a 7. The few pieces of clothing I got this weekend make me feel soooo good, it feels incredible to wear clothing that fits. I feel and look incredible, let me tell you. My family is so proud of me, I love it. I saw my grandmother today and she couldn't stop marveling at how small I am now (compared to what I was). She says that I'm not her Crystal anymore (I've always been fat). I'm glad I'm not the old me anymore. I was so self conscious and insecure and nervous about everything. I still am but not like I was, uh uh, no way, no how, see ya!
Writing all of this out makes me realize for far I've come. Wow. Just, wow.
So, yeah. :)
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