Alone and confused

I try to replay it over and over and over in my mind. IT doesnt make sense. Wat did i do? Why? How can he just ignore me. Every day full of i love you's. To not answering my call or texts. I woke up to this man every day for two years! I rolled over there he was. I came ere to be strong for my brother during his surgery. And e just left me here, alone and confused. Not knowing what i did to deserve this pain. this gut wrenching, heart ache. It feels like there is never an end to it. I don't know ow to face tomorrow when i cant even face rigt now.