Alone Again, Naturally

I honestly don't understand what horrible thing I did in a past life that would cause me to have to endure such pain in this one.  How can it possibly be right that I have ALWAYS been there for my friends (before they walked out of my life for no apparant reason) any time of the NIGHT or DAY, no matter what the circumstance, and yet now I find myself with NOBODY.  Nobody cares.  Absolutely nobody.
Ha Ha!  Who do I want to be able to view my journal entries?  Well, since I don't have any friends there would be no point in checking that box.  And since there's little chance of anyone else reading it, I'm wondering why I bother to write.