alone

i feel like no one wants me, in my group. i just feel like i have no energy. just dont wanna talk about just wanna try and stop it from continuing but it seems there is no solutipn/ i got neball practicie soon, i already have anxiety about me oing something stupid. gettting too tired. not fit enough. a stictch. not listening to instructions not knowing anyone/ my hands are sweating mad now. i feel really nervous now. what if i'm the wrost player. i can't shoot and i'm like kinda tall. they'll expect em to shooot, they just lost their GS. what am i gonna say. i suck. wish me luck. to myself.