Alone
i don't know how I got here, I feel alone in my own home while a friend I was involved with has asked to stay a few days until the houseguest where he's staying leave tomorrow, . . He's downstairs in the hallway face timing his GF and later will be in my bed sleeping and I'm thinking of the times when were in bed doing everything besides sleeping, I don't know why I answered the phone yesterday thinking I was being a good friend, I have to leave this alone but I don't know how to
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you are playing with fire....is he in bed with you or are you giving up your bed and sleeping on couch?
No I'm not on the couch, I'm in my own bed as well, I just don't know how to feel about anything anymore, it's such a weird feeling our friendship was such a odd ending so it never got healing