Almost time to finally say goodbye forever!

  Got a call from the apartment complex I am moving to and I have been approved.  I move in on the 31st.  She keeps calling and texting to find out what is going on and I just keep replying with, " I'm sorry I can not talk to you right now.  I am in the process of moving on with my life and speaking or texting you would just hinder that more.  It is hard to see this relationship end but I am doing what I have to not only for me, but I am giving you what you want.  Please respect my privacy as I am respecting yours and have a great life."  She is so insistent she wants to know what is going on, but at this point I feel there is no way our relationship can be repaired even if she did want to get back together.  I feel that this has just pointed me out to the fact that maybe we were not meant to be and that I just need to move on in life.  So that is what I am doing.  Yes it is what she wants, but it is more for me that I am moving on.  I can't continue to sit here day after day on my days off with nothing to do and no one that is going to come home and love me for who I am.  It is better I be on my own than have to live the life we had together that was a lie.  Feeling great about the move and my soon to be new found independence.  I just really need to get out and start a new.