Almost three weeks later

Today I read again the 12 page letter, (front and back) from my ED with all the hate and negative thoughts from her.  I was painting in my basement when the song "I Will Survive" came on.  I thought yes I will.  I was going to answer her letter, but she would just tell me I'm wrong, and find more to complain about, so figured she can just see how it is to be ignored.  She'll wonder if I got her Letter?  Why haven't I answered?  Her turn...I'm done....