Almost made it
Yesterday was rough cuz I decided to talk to my roommates about the housing situation. It was rough when I was anticipating the conversation. The conversation went well, I don't need to move, there is a solution one way or another that doesn't involve me leaving.
I did not have a panic attack yesterday despite the stress. Today I chose not to go to church, tidied my room, called my Mom (did you???) and my grandma, and painted, then had a panic attack. :( IDK why. I was so close to getting through the weekend without it. It hit as I was cleaning up after painting. Then when I finally recovered, had moved around a bit and eaten something, I went back to clean up and fell down again. :( My legs just turned to jello. So, my goal of 4 straight days of no panic attacks is back to 0.
Prayer request for all of you who are prayer warriors - I applied for disability and should be hearing any day now if I got it. Please pray the people whose desk it crosses have compassion on my condition and are able to accept the application!!!
I did not have a panic attack yesterday despite the stress. Today I chose not to go to church, tidied my room, called my Mom (did you???) and my grandma, and painted, then had a panic attack. :( IDK why. I was so close to getting through the weekend without it. It hit as I was cleaning up after painting. Then when I finally recovered, had moved around a bit and eaten something, I went back to clean up and fell down again. :( My legs just turned to jello. So, my goal of 4 straight days of no panic attacks is back to 0.
Prayer request for all of you who are prayer warriors - I applied for disability and should be hearing any day now if I got it. Please pray the people whose desk it crosses have compassion on my condition and are able to accept the application!!!
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