Almost Friday
Well it is almost Friday, I am trying to get caught up with everyone, tomorrow night I will have more time, I am so stressed and tired , I been having weird dreams at night, thinking of gambling, but did not, I will be GF today, two more days of work and then I am off for 3. I guess I am depressed you get paid, pay bills, gambling debt, it is so annoying, but yes I have done this to myself, I will look on the bright side, I am greatful for my pets and my family to put up with me. I will go for now, I am going to take a shower , get something to eat, and do some school work. The night goes by so fast when you are home at night. Hugs to all and goodnight, Mindy
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Yes the debt is annoying but that is in the past. Today is a new day and you are GF today and that is what matters. Have a lovely time off and do something super for you! - hugs Suzi
Hi Mindy,
Hang in there. One of our friends said about fixing the mess we\'ve put ourselves in after gambling, she said \"it\'s like wipping up spilt milk on the kitchen floor, it takes a couple of wipes before it\'s all up\"...that is how I like to look at it.
You are doing great, stay strong.
Hugs,
Liz
Oh, I almost forgot, the dreams are just part of the recovery. I used to have very VIVID dreams of gambling, I would wake up in a cold sweat, feeling guilty. I think the addiction is getting weaker and it will do anything to entice you back! Hang in there!
Hugs