Almost bare :(

Thank you trich for allowing me to do a serious number on myself.  I am down to basically no eyebrows (just some sparse ones) and the eyelashes I do have left are pretty short.  For a few months I was really happy that I looked almost normal and now I'm practically rock bottom with this again.  I'm just so mad with myself right now.  Mirrors are my enemy because I can see what I've done to myself.  Between having almost nothing left on my face, my hair being terribly heat damaged and my skin not looking so great (being preggo means I can't tan anymore and I'm breaking out...lovely) I'm not feeling real good about myself at the moment.  This is the worst I've looked in quite a while and I'm not handling it very well.  I'm not asking to be drop-dead gorgeous or anything, but I don't want to cringe every time I see my reflection.  Trying to be positive since I've beaten the urges before, but this huge crash after several months of success has me feeling nothing but negative.  Need to try and get back in the game and beat this.  I really want to have all my eyebrows and eyelashes when I have this baby. This is something I NEED to do.