Artty, it\'s hard to have such a tender heart right now, but it\'s a good thing - kinda. Your heart will keep on loving him and remembering him and wishing all good things for him.
I have cried at the store too, so don\'t feel alone. Hopefully people didn\'t look at you as if you were nuts like they did to me... When I see certain foods that I used to buy for just him and I think \"well I guess I don\'t need to get that anymore\" so many little things that can trigger a memory.
This one lady looked at me like I had 6 heads and 3 legs...which just got me more upset.
The problem is I use to make my favorite foods/dishes for him, which he grew to love, especially my chicken parm and cheesey garlic bread. I made that for him as his last dinner before he surrendered. I dont know if I will be able to make that meal again for a long time...
Some day soon you may find yourself wanting to prepare those special meals just so you can think of him while you\'re eating. Maybe you can take a photo of yourself with that special meal in front of you and then attach to it a photo of him so it will look like you\'re still eating together.
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Artty, it\'s hard to have such a tender heart right now, but it\'s a good thing - kinda. Your heart will keep on loving him and remembering him and wishing all good things for him.
Sometimes in our normal daily world, we don\'t really even think about the little things, until we don\'t have them anymore.
I have cried at the store too, so don\'t feel alone. Hopefully people didn\'t look at you as if you were nuts like they did to me... When I see certain foods that I used to buy for just him and I think \"well I guess I don\'t need to get that anymore\" so many little things that can trigger a memory.
This one lady looked at me like I had 6 heads and 3 legs...which just got me more upset.
The problem is I use to make my favorite foods/dishes for him, which he grew to love, especially my chicken parm and cheesey garlic bread. I made that for him as his last dinner before he surrendered. I dont know if I will be able to make that meal again for a long time...
Some day soon you may find yourself wanting to prepare those special meals just so you can think of him while you\'re eating. Maybe you can take a photo of yourself with that special meal in front of you and then attach to it a photo of him so it will look like you\'re still eating together.