all over again

Well whats wrong with me lol.I asked him to come round so we could talk i didnt sleep on the monday night after i had gone to see him,when i woke tuesday after a bad night i realised it couldnt last so i txt him to come round for a chat,he came round it was hard to say but we both new it wouldnt work once theres douts theres no point in carrying on.so now once more im alone and i think ill be ok this time need some time for me and my kids we got our holiday to look forward to.