All my Life

I waited my turn and I know you people want me to fail oh well I'm livin life on a executive scale, and I used to be all about the dollar store now I'm givin' gifts from the Prada store. I had everything from the pills to tha pot to blow I thought getting off the street was gunna be impossible thats all I know so Im gunna stay right here where it's logical and if you ain't talkin to me about money than I gotta go, bye. somethimes I find it odd how all you believe in god just listen to tha pain of a real crack baby and see the whole new world where your bother is on crack, sister snorts coke, daddy died naw he ain't commin back baby, my cousins gettin robbed and are tired of being broke mama been stressin if her son commin home tonight he could be dead cause on the streets that red shit is thicker than water on the streets where life only comes harder.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Did you write this? It\'s good although I don\'t agree with it. It\'s funny how your talking about crack babies & people being robbed and being broke when you know very well drugs can make a person do all these things, but you sell them anyway (or whoever the guy is in the song) because you don\'t believe in yourself enough to get out? There is beauty. I didn\'t grow in the ghetto, I grew up in trailer with an abusive drunk & my dad\'s a pedophile. I seen some shit too.
deleted_user
deleted_user

But over it and I got away from it.
AdamTyler
AdamTyler

Yeah I wrote it. I was in n out of jail livin\' in hell I seriously had no where to go. Not havin a home but down on the streets that was my life there was nothing you can teach me. At least you had a father whether it was for the better or not as a man I had no disaplinary figure in my life no body to tell me right and wrong so I did my thing the only way I knew how and that was to deal on the street get paid and move on. As for believing in myself I never thought I\'d make it I just wanted to get paid in full money rules everything around me. I\'m happy to hear you got away from your abusive dad though and now you have a beautiful child of your own. I just hope you\'ve learned from your dad though never to be like that and I know you\'ll raise a good child. Thanks for responding, it means alot to know someone cares a little bit. thank ya.
Kendie94
Kendie94

this made me so sad. :( is this really your story?
AdamTyler
AdamTyler

Don\'t be sad, I\'m happy be happy with me! :)
Kendie94
Kendie94

okay :)
AdamTyler
AdamTyler

No your mad :( Hmmmm I can sense it in your one word answer haha.